It was the summer before I started college. I am a big girl 397 pounds 5′ one. I never really made a lot of friends growing up and through high school. But the few that I had I trusted until now. I was 17 years old it was the summer before I started college. My birthday was in September so I asked my parents if I could have a pool party with a few friends at I the house. On the July 4th weekend. My parents told me they were going out of town but it would be OK as long as I didn’t break nothing and there was no alcohol involved. So I asked a few friends that I had if they would like to come. There was supposed to be like 5 people there. I was not aware that they were setting me up. I thought they were my friends. The day of the party my friends showed up and they brought their friends with them. Mostly guys. They asked if their friends could go swimming and stay at the party as well. I wanted to be a good host so I said sure no problem. I was in a pool with a few people that showed up at my party that I didn’t know they were friends of my friend Kimberly. We were all swimming around having a good time when this guy Charlie that I didn’t know swam up behind me. He reached between my legs when I was in the pool and I felt him try to pull my swimsuit to one side of my pussy. I asked him what he was doing and got out of the pool. I went up to Kimberly and I asked her to come inside for a minute and I told her what happened. She laughed and said he’s just Playing I think he might be interested in you. I was thinking to myself why would he be interested in me? I was 397 pounds. So I went back outside and got in a pool. Then Is another one of Kimberly’s friends swam up behind me. And he put his hand between my legs and started to rub my pussy. When I looked at him he didn’t stop he just continued doing it. Then Charlie and 2 of the other guys came over and I was surrounded by men I didn’t know. They had their hands all over me. These were Kimberly’s friends she brought them with her. I made my way to the steps of the pool and I got out and I went inside. Kimberly came in and asked me what was wrong. I told her I don’t understand your friends why are they rubbing my pussy and my tits? She laughed and said they’re showing you attention you should like that I know you don’t have lots of friends. And she told me I should just go out and have some fun. When I went back outside the 4 of them were in the pool none of them were wearing swim shorts at this point All 4 of them were naked in the pool. They asked me and Kimberly to take our swimsuits off and join them. Before I could say anything Kimberly took off her swimsuit and jumped in the pool with them. Then Kimberly told me to take my Swimsuit off and join them. I really didn’t want to but I did because I didn’t want them to think badly about me. And none of the 4 guys in the pool were doing anything too Kimberly. They were just swimming around naked. So after I got undressed and got in the pool. Charlie swam up and started French kissing me. It did feel nice I didn’t mind. I was thinking maybe he is interested in me. Then I felt a hand between my legs. When I looked it was one of the other guys and his fingers were going in my pussy. I asked him to stop that. And I was getting ready to get out of the pool. Kimberly swam over and said why don’t you just go with the flow maybe you’ll have some fun and make some new friends. Then 2 of the guys went over by Kimberly and started playing with her pussy as well. She looked up at me and said have some fun and just let whatever happens happen. I said OK that was my 1st mistake. I went over in the low end of the pool. And the 4 guys swam over. 2 Of them started sucking my nipples. Charlie was rubbing my pussy. And Kevin came up by my head and put cock in my mouth. Kimberly just looked at me and said just go with the flow let it happen. I trusted her she was my friend for many years. One of the only friends I had. Before I knew it I had a cock in my pussy and one in my mouth It felt really good so I just took Kimberly’s advice and just went with the flow whatever happened was happening. They all asked me if I was OK with this. I said I was. They took turns with me for hours. Sometimes I had all 3 holes filled at the same time. I didn’t see Kimberly around I didn’t know where she was. She was on the deck taking videos of me being gang bang by these guys. The longer it went the rougher they were with me. This went on for a couple of hours. When I agreed to the fun I told them they all needed to be wearing condoms and I asked Them not to cum inside of me. They all agreed. As they were pounding the shit out of all 3 of my holes I heard Kimberly cheering them on and telling them what to do to me. Then I felt the 1st one cum in my pussy. He obviously took his condom off. I couldn’t say anything because I had a big cock in my mouth he had his hand on the back of my head as he was shoving it down my throat. The other guy standing there took his place and shoved his cock in my pussy. Then Charlie that was fucking my ass cum in my ass not wearing a condom as well. Then Kevin pulled his cock out of my mouth took off the condom put it back in and ask me to swallow as he was cuming in my mouth. They were running a train on me they all came in me at least 3 times each. As Kimberly was taping the whole thing. When they finally finished I was laying there with cum running out of all my holes. They were all standing around me and they were laughing. Including Kimberly. Kevin looked down at me and said I hope you’re on birth control but then again nobody would ever know you’re pregnant Because you’re so fat as you are. And they all started laughing even more. I asked Kimberly why would you do this to me I thought we were friends. She looked at me and said I didn’t do anything to you. She said it’s all on video tape nobody took advantage of you, you said it was OK and you let them do this to you that was your choice. Then I looked up at the 4 guys and I said to them why did you do this to me. They said Kimberly told us that she knew a fat pig that was looking to get laid. So we all said let’s fuck the shit out of that fat pig bitch. Then he said we don’t care what we stick our dicks in even if it’s fat and ugly like you. Then 4 guys got dressed and left. I got up and got dressed, Kimberly was still there. She told me I shouldn’t say anything to anyone it was only going to make me look bad. She said I will keep this video in case it’s ever brought up again you could clearly see that you wanted it you asked for it and you enjoyed it. Then she said I don’t think we should be friends anymore I don’t want to be friends with gang bang slut like you. And then she left I never seen her again after that. I went into the house and took a shower. I noticed they ripped my pussy and asshole pretty bad. But I’ve never said anything to anyone about it. Kimberly said if I ever said anything to anyone she would post the video online for everyone to see and then direct people to the website to watch it. So I’ve kept this to myself all these years. I ran into Kimberly 2 weeks ago out of the blue. She asked me what I’ve done with the last 40 years of my life. I told her I had 2 children now. And I was doing well. I asked her what she has been doing with her life. She told me 10 years of her life was in prison for robbery and grand theft auto. She looked terrible she had no teeth in her mouth. She has a drug problem. And spends most of her time in-and-out of rehab. I carry this question around with me for over 40 years so I just had to ask her. So I said to her why did you do that to me? Her reply was simple. She said I just wanted to fit in some place. That didn’t make much sense to me. But I guess it made perfect sense to her. I asked her what did she ever do with that video she took that day. She told me she didn’t know what happened to it. She had it for a couple years her and her friends sat around watching it and laughing at me. Then she got evicted from her apartment and left it behind she didn’t know where it was anymore. So it’s still out there somewhere. She never once showed remorse or said she was sorry for doing that to me. I thought about it all these years but I never told anyone About it. To be totally honest I did enjoy it. But I would never tell her that. I just moved forward with my life. I decided that day I was going to live my life by my terms. That I wasn’t going to put my Fate in somebody else’s hands. And from that day on I was my own person. I decided after seeing Kimberly to tell this story to not be ashamed of what happened to me. It was enjoyable and I took the control back of my life. I don’t care who sees the video now I don’t even care if they posted online. My life turned out good look at Kimberly’s. I guess karma Is caught up with her. I don’t wish her anything bad. She’s destroying her own life herself. But I did not then or now let her destroy mine. I have had group sex since then and I do enjoy it. But now I do it on my terms with the people I choose. And I don’t care that I am still after all these years 400 pounds. I like my body and men like it too. And I like going into bars picking up 2 or 3 guys and bringing them home. And let them have their way with me. But again it’s on my terms. I’m going on 58 years old this year almost 60. And I look back at everything that I’ve done and I have no regrets. I also have 2 beautiful children that I am very proud of. That will turn out to be productive members of society. Not a burden on society or a drug Addict like Kimberly. And I would like to get ahold of 4 men that gang banged me that day. Because I’m sure they are in the same situation that Kimberly is. I decided a few weeks ago I was going to get all of my stories out there for people to read. I have been used a lot in my life by people. And I allow them to lower my self-esteem. I am proud of who I am and I am proud of what I did in my life so why not share it with others. Some people reading might judge me. But I don’t care about that. I don’t mind hearing your feedback and answering any questions you may have. Thanks for reading This – Darlene J Malewit